"Is there something wrong with me? Why have I never in my whole life felt like someone really loves me? Do I expect too much? I don't think so... Why do I feel this way & how can I change it? Why am I the way I am? I wish I wasn't like this... I don't like it. Why am I always the one chasing after someone & wanting someone & being obsessed w/ someone but never has anyone ever feel that way about me. Why am I not normal? Why am I so weird"

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